goodbye world! hope to be back for c.n.y.

 the question, Why am i here, what am i doing here, why do i have to go through all these, when will all these end keep poping though my head more frequent then often at most time icant even give myself an answer to these question.
is this really what i wan? why not just had a easier life for this 2 years and get it over and done with, why why why?
its not impossible, so many people has done it before, my bmt pc, my senior, and even my friends had gone through it and overcame it.
can i even make it?
just hoping that day by day pass and hopefully i will find out the answer to all those question.

10day out in the tekong starting next week and really pray i'll survive through cuz the weather is freaking crazy there.



p.s im stuffing myself with the C.N.Y goodies cuz there might be chance that i might not even spending my new year in camp.
 

 it really get quite depressing when u really have so little time outside for yourself.
mon-sat at the another far end of the island rushing and rushing to meet timing and worrying about even the 1day off would be burnt away.
Even the 1 day of also require us to do some homework  and reading.
What more is being unable to attend friend birthday party and having the fear of not able to book out in the upcoming sat due to duty really suckss.
it really seems that my life is being dedicated to the green for this 2 years or so..
 

 its like my 1st 2days-out-of the-camp-book-out ever since i enlisted to ocs
and it might be the 1st and even somehow last time we will be having this.
however! the night was well spent with raazmy and weng with sherlock holmes.
i've always wanted to watch that show and finally i caught it yesterday night!
crime, mystery, detective always my all time favourtie =D

how i wish i have  a brain like sherlock holmes too!

Raazmy's going for a 21days  taiwan field camp today!
All the best man and of course, dont forget to enjoy TAIWANNNNN!

 Weekends are really precious, time being a civilian is really so minimum...
if only its 1 day of camp and 6 days of being a civilian..